Hey everyone,
I watch Wrestling so this is for you wrestling fans. As I said before I write columns off and on and recently one of my all time favorite wrestlers, Eddie Guerrero passed away and I decided to write a piece on him and just sort of share my views on the man and what I thought about him. I decided to post this on this site because it means very much to me and there were a couple of people who I sent this to originally had trouble getting it so I thought I’d put this on the forum so they can read it themselves, please by all means let me know what you think about this. Thank you. This was originally written on November 19, 2005. I will aslo share my columns with you on occassion too if you want me to. Thank you.
Kevin Gillman
From A Fan’s Perspective-A Special Edition
By: Kevin Gillman
This is very difficult for me to write, I have never felt this way about the death of a wrestler since Owen died. It’s not supposed to happen, Eddie has been clean for four years, but the sad reality is it is very true and truly unfortunate. Eddie Guerrero is one of my favorite wrestlers who had everything going for him in the ring. He had charisma, he had mic skills and oh yeah he could wrestle in the ring too. The one thing that stuck in my mind was he could wrestle anybody. The Cruiserweights, the Heavyweights, and the Super Heavyweights and make them look good too. Eddie was part of the legendary Guerrero family from El Paso, Texas. Early autopsy reports say he died of heart failure on Sunday morning and he was only 38 years old. I found out early Sunday afternoon when I got online and I read my email that he had passed away and I just froze, literally for about two minutes. I just couldn’t know what to think. I felt numb and shocked, I went to a couple of websites, read some fan interaction of memories on the man and I felt I had to write something, but not on Sunday. I couldn’t, I just didn’t know what I would write because I felt horrible, tears were running down my face but then I saw the press conference that WWE.com was running with Vince and Chavo and the tears became a downright cry. All I could think about was the family he left behind, his wife Vicki, his three daughters, one of them is only 2 years old. God bless them and my prayers are certainly with them.
I first saw Eddie on the AAA PPV: When Worlds Collide where he and his tag team partner, Art Barr faced a masked tag team whose name escapes me right now but Art and Eddie were tag team champions and they had a mask vs hair match. What stood out the most for me was how he worked as a heel. It was by far the best match on the card both storyline wise and technically sound. It was a two out of three falls match and he and Art lost the third and final fall. I found out later on that Art, Eddie’s tag team partner died as well. It was ashame because of what I saw he was a good wrestler himself and he would have eventually gone to WWE just like Eddie did.
I saw him a year later in WCW, he debuted on Nitro against Chris Benoit. I found out from Mike Tenay that Eddie and Chris faced off alot in Japan where they had a great rivalry, I figured if anyone knew anything about Eddie, it would be Mike Tenay and I was right. Eddie became a mainstay for the company mostly competing in the Cruiserweight division. However from time to time he went on to face the big guys, in fact he had a very good feud with Ric Flair over the US Title. But it wasn’t until he turned heel where I saw the how gifted he truly was. He gave us a little hint of “Latino Heat” and they even had him feud with his newphew Chavo. Then something horrible happened in 1997, Eddie got into a horrendous car accident that flipped over many times on New Year’s Eve. Doctors told the Guerrero family that he would not make it past the night. Guess what? He did make it. The doctors did tell him that he would never wrestle again. Guess what? He did. It had been revelaed that Eddie had been drinking and he had some drugs in his system and this was when I first heard about Eddie’s demons. I want you to know I am not going to discuss his lifestyle into detail here, I think if you’re reading this, you know he had some problems with drugs and alcohol, this piece is a celebration of his life rather then the bad. But there is more to this then that, and we’ll get to it later. He came back and looked better then ever in the ring, he had a new light on life, he knows how lucky he was to survive that accident. When he came back, he had some problems with WCW, so he, along with Dean Malenko, Chris Benoit, and Perry Saturn, all very good friends of his decided to walk out together because there was a change in power with the booking, to be precise Kevin Sullivan came in for Vince Russo, Kevin was not a very good ally of the four workers, whereas Russo gave them a nice push calling them The Filthy Animals. Bill Busch, who was in charge of WCW then would not budge and the four men ventured into the unknown called WWE. The question at the time was could all four men make an impact all at the same time?
The answer was yes as they all relatively recieved a nice big push called The Radicals, but success didn’t all come at once. Eddie Guerrero had to be recreated, thus “Latino Heat” was born. In hindsight it was the best move career wise because he was truly able to showcase his talent, pairing him up with the ninth wonder of the world, Chyna, they became a very popular pair, because after all Chyna was Eddie’s “Mamacita”. Eddie started to win a few titles including the Intercontinental Title pinning his “Mamacita” accidentally. Little did he know, that was the start of “Lie, Cheat, and Steal.” Things really started to look up professionally because Eddie was starting to get some main event attention just being this character, the beauty about Eddie was no matter where he was at on the card, he still was top notch in the ring, when you saw Eddie come into the ring, you knew you were about to see a very good match. But Eddie’s personal life came crumbling down.
Eddie’s drug use had grown, his wife was going to divorce him but all he could do was “Escape” by using drugs and drinking alcohol. It got to the point where his friends Chris Benoit and Dean Malenko went to Jim Ross and told him about what was going on. WWE paid for Eddie’s rehab but had to let him go. I know it must have been very difficult for Chris and Dean to tell JR about what Eddie was doing, but deep down it was the right thing to do. Eddie got help, he saw the light and he cleaned up. Meanwhile he wanted to keep doing the one thing he loved doing and that was wrestling. So he started doing the independents and even toured with World All Star Wrestling, traveling around the world until he met with Vince McMahon. The saying goes “Anything can happen in WWE” and it does as Eddie Guerrero returned on Raw to let a little “Latino Heat” out on Rob Van Dam and had a series of classic matches with the former ECW TV Champion, even going as far as capturing the title himself at Backlash 2002. But the best was yet to come.
He moved over to Smackdown and began tagging up with his newphew Chavo Guerrero. Thus the “Lie, Cheat, and Steal” era began. In truth, they ran this angle earlier in Eddie’s career in WCW but it was never as funny as it was in WWE. They began using some montages where Chavo and Eddie stole a woman’s house (Hey, they were house sitting), money, watch, cheated in golf and above all else Chavo stole a baby’s bottle because “Eddie took everything else” and they debuted on Smackdown shortly afterwards. The funny thing was they were supposed to be heels, but come on, it’s the Guerrero’s, the people loved them so they turned them faces. Even winning the tag team straps which Chavo revealed in Eddie’s DVD “Cheating Death, Stealing Life” that was their dream as kids, which looking back on was tremendously awesome. Eddie’s personal life got better too as his wife, Vikki remarried Eddie in January, 2003. This was a man who less then a year ago at that point lost everything, his job, his family because the demons got to Eddie, but this is a very strong man because he got his job back but more importantly he got his family back. Now that is incredible, that is a storybook ending, that was how strong of a man Eddie Guerrero was. I can’t say that enough, he was one of a kind.
That would normally end any movie or any book, the fact that Eddie was able to beat the demons and he had been doing so going on for four years before his death this past Sunday. As a fan, no as a human being I am so proud of him for doing so. If you are an Eddie Guerrero fan, or even a wrestling fan, then please buy, not rent but buy “Cheating Death, Stealing Life: The Eddie Guerrero Story”, and when you do and you see it, make sure you urge your non watching wrestling friends too to go buy it. What I described here cannot do the DVD any justice because you hear it through Eddie’s family, his friends and most importantly the man himself. It was made back in 2004 and it talks in detail over what happened. It is truly the best DVD ever about a wrestler and I really don’t think any future DVD’s can be any better. It’s a must own for sure. But a book or a movie couldn’t write up what happens next….
Februrary, 2004 No Way Out live at the Cow Palace in San Francisco, California. That was the event where Eddie Guerrero became WWE Champion in a very intense, very good match against Brock Lesnar. Words cannot describe the emotion that was felt seeing a guy who had been in the business then for 17 years get the most deserving title win in his lifetime. I first read a spoiler on the net but I was in “I’ll believe it when I see it” mode. It happened, this was for all the hard work he had to endure. This was for the man that beat the demons and this was for the man who got his family and life back. Then a month later he got to see his best friend in the world, Chris Benoit win the World Heavyweight Title in the biggest event of the year in the biggest venue of the world. Wrestlemania 20 at Madison Square Garden in New York City. He also got to share the win with Chris by giving him a very emotional hug, so emotional it made me tear up. Now that was real, it wasn’t a book, it wasn’t a movie, it was real.
This past Sunday morning, Eddie’s nephew Chavo found his body laying in the bathroom dead. They tried to revive him but no luck, the preliminary autopsy report found that it was due to the years of the hard drugs and alcohol Eddie had endeared. But I refuse to say the demons got him in the end, it was just time. I have always believed that God has a plan for all of us and it was good knowing that Eddie was a born again Christian so I know he is up in the sky telling us he is okay. Allow me to take the time now and I am going to use a title my good friend and fellow columnist Patrick Murphy uses and I hope he doesn’t mind me using it (Hey Dogg, I miss hearing from you bro). This is “What I Take With Me” When I think of terrible news like this, I tend to think of the song “Live Like You Were Dying” By Tim McGraw. If you haven’t heard of it, it is more or less a song telling us to live life to it’s fullest. This is what I want you to do after reading this, I want you to get up from the chair and either call up a family member or if they are there, give them a hug and tell them you love them. I also want to thank each and every single person who emailed me this week sharing their memories of Eddie or their thoughts about his death. I also encourage each and every one of you to email me again when you’re ready and tell me how you feel. Contact me at
DJKevinGillman75@AOL.COM. I will write again this week and give you more of my thoughts on Wrestling, but in the mean time before I leave, I want to thank Amy who contacted me from PhenomForest.com for sending me this fitting picture to use remembering Eddie. I really appreciate it. One more thing, I want to leave you my own testimonial for Eddie. I hope you enjoy.
I want to thank you Eddie for entertaining me in the wrestling ring and outside of it for 11 years. Anytime that I tihnk of you now it brings a smile to my face thinking about the funny things that you did on TV. I also want to thank your family for allowing you to entertain us every single week, you truly are an inspiration that anyone can defeat their demons or anything else you may have. To me, you are a hero. You truly are one of a kind and I will never, ever forget you bud. God bless.
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