Thursday, May 13, 2010

I Have Moved

Hey guys,

I just want you to know I have moved my website and am starting over. I know I still get a few viewers, so please check my site over here http://kevingillman.wordpress.com/. The site is called “From A Fan’s Perspective and in 3 short days, it has grown, but I want it to grow more. I love the feedback, so please by all means send me the feedback if you can. I hope you enjoy it and join me over there.

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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

An American Soldier

 This song says everything for me, I found it on sing365.com and felt I should share it with you.  Let me know what you think, it’s “American Soldier” by Toby Keith.  Enjoy.

American Soldier Lyrics
Artist(Band):Toby Keith

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I’m just trying to be a father
raise a daughter and a son
be a lover to their mother
everything to everyone

Up and at em bright and early
I’m all business in my suit
yea I’m dressed up for success from my
head down to my boots

I don’t do it for the money
there are bills that I can’t pay
I don’t do it for the glory
I just do it anyways

Providing for our futures
my responsibility yea I’m real
good under pressure being all that I can be
I can’t call in sick on Monday
when the weekend’s been to strong
I just work straight through the holidays
sometimes all night long

you can bet that stand ready when the wolf
growls at the door
hey I’m solid hey I’m steady
hey I’m true down to the core

and I will always do my duty
no matter what the price
I’ve counted up the cost
I know the sacrifice
oh and I don’t wanna die for you
but if dying asked of me I’ll bear that cross with honor
cause freedom don’t come free

I’m an American soldier
an American
beside my brothers and my sisters I will proudly
take my stand
when liberty’s in jeopardy
I’ll always do what’s right
I’m out here on the front line sleep in peace at night
I’m an American soldier
I’m an American……soldier

I’m an American soldier
an American
beside my brothers and my sisters I will proudly
take my stand
when liberty’s in jeopardy
I’ll always do what’s right
I’m out here on the front lines sleep in peace at night
I’m an American soldier
I’m an American an American………American ……….soldier

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Thursday, January 4, 2007

Was it successful or a failure?

Wednesday January 3rd, 2007

 

From A Fan’s Perspective

By:  Kevin Gillman

 

What’s up everyone, I left you a very brief note on my first blog of the year that I am back and doing what I truly love and that is writing.  It’s mostly going to be about sports and wrestling or as some companies like to call themselves “Sports Entertainment”.  I also write wrestling columns from time to time and I will continue to post them on here as well, so here it goes. 

About two months ago WWE attemtped some publicity by bringing in “K-Fed” Kevin Federline to start a feud with WWE’s own John Cena.  He is the WWE Champion, “The Man” as they want you to believe.  One thing he is would be the man WWE has the most confidence in now holding that title and thus representing the company and he does it well.  He started this feud by “F-Uing” K-Fed, which was a modified slam.  It made news as all entertainment outlets showed the clip and boasted John of doing something that I think alot of us wanted to do and that is slamming K-Fed.  There you have it, publicity.  Some recognition since Federline had just lauched his own rap CD so it’s all over with correct?  Wrong.  Federline appeared at a WWE PPV called “Taboo Tuesday” where we could see the feud was going to continue.  During John’s match which was titled “Champion of champion” matches between John, Booker T, and Big Show, all champions in their various branches.  Kevin came out and cost John the match as he lost to Booker T and that again recieved some press footage.  Then the unthinkable happens the next night (Which oddly enough was the very same night Britney Spears filed divorce to Kevin).  Kevin challeneged Cena to a one on one match on January 1st edition of “Monday Night Raw”.  Cena shortly accepted and the buildup was on.  The press and publicity was actually very good, so good in fact I told my girlfriend about the match and we watched the show together.  The more I told her about it the more excited I was about the match just to see how they would script the match.  Now when I think of celeberties being used in wrestling or more specifically wrestling on a show I think of three examples.  One would be the late Andy Kauffman, the man was a genius with what he did in Memphis Wrestling in the early 80′s.  He worked with Jerry “The King” Lawler and really helped put wrestling on the map in Memphis in the early 80′s.  Another guy you can think about is Mr. T and the imapct he helped pave for Wrestlemania in general for WWF.  Was part of the first main event as he tagged with Hulk Hogan to take on ”Rowdy” Roddy Piper and “Mr. Wonderful” Paul Orndorf.  One more person I think about is Dennis “The Worm” Rodman.  He tagged with Hulk Hogan in WCW in 1997 and 1998.   All three of those incidents were successful in terms of publicity and in terms of quality.  Would this rank right up there?  You be the judge.

 

I turned on Raw with my girlfriend and the very first thing we see is Jim Ross announcing that the opening match would be Federline Vs Cena.  Immedately I knew something wasn’t right about this.  Cena came out, then followed by Kevin Federline.  Now I want to make this perfectly clear before I go on, I saw alot of potential in Kevin as a performer, maybe not as a wrestler but he can be a WWE character because he is a natural heel.  People just don’t like him, he can do alot for someone who doesn’t have much mic skills like a Chris Masters and serve as his manager.  I think it can work, but can he wrestle?  It appears that Johnny Nitro helped train him (probably someone else too) because he came out to serve as his manager.  Fedrerline got on the mic and said plans have changed, apperently he talked to acting Raw GM Jonathan Coachman and said the match is now a “No DQ”.  So Kevin comes to the ring and the bell is sound as we are underway.  Federline does some funny things such as getting some UFC gloves on and is ready, then calls a timeout (There is a timeout in wrestling?).  He does this to put on a headgear and puts in a mouthpiece, then calls another timeout to discuss stragedy with Nitro.  Honestly some funny things and it reminded me of the Andy Kauffman matches, mainly due to Jerry Lawler having some input in this match?  We finally had some wrestling and to make a long story short, it really wasn’t a long match.  In fact it lasted less then five minutes when Umaga, the man John Cena is supposed to face at the next PPV “New Year’s Revolution” came out and cost Cena the match with a belt shot to the head and all Federline had to do was cover him for the pin and the win.  Yes, Kevin Federline, a C-List celeberty beat the WWE Champion in the week before a major PPV in which Umaga, an undefeated WWE Wrestler, faces off against the WWE Champion.  John Cena loses and really didn’t look good the entire night because they then changed the main event of the program by adding a 4 on 1 handicap match to which Cena loses again.  Grant it that one was by DQ, but still when you are booked on a PPV against a guy who is supposed to be undefeated I would think they want the champion to stay strong but instead he loses twice in one night.  Oh yeah I guess he got his matter of “revenge” because after the show was over with he got to “F-U” Federline and stood strong.  Whatever that means.

 

So my wauestion to you is was this a success?  I don’t think it was because you have to wonder what are their plans long term for K-Fed?  As of right now, nothing.  He is done with the committments of the company and he can come back if he wants to but I would think at the very least Cena should have received the win as this was supposed to build his PPV matchup with Umaga and get you guessing as to who is going to win.  And if Cena wins his match this Sunday then what does that say about Umaga?  He lost to a guy that couldn’t even beat K-Fed.  It’s called Booking 101, perhaps Vince Russo was right along when he called the titles a “Prop” back when he was still working for WWF and perhaps I am a bit old school when it comes to that line of thinking because titles are supposed to mean something.  But then again that will be another time on another post down the road.  I just cannot believe the disappointment this match had and really this should have been the final match of the night.  I don’t have a problem with Umaga coming out and helping out Federline because quite frankly that was what I expected but why not have it not work?  Somehow the ref counts slow because he was tending to Johnny Nitro and came to make the count too slowly?  Cena then F-U’s K-Fed for the win and then has a staredown with Umaga after the match to make you anticipate their encounter?  Again Keep It Simple Stupid.  But instead what we get is minimal coverage on the ordeal so the entertainment stations can poke fun at Professional Wrestling yet again.  Tell me your thoughts.  Was it a success?  Was it a failure?  Let me know, email me at DJKevinGillman75@aol.com and let me know, or post here.  Thank you for reading and take care this week.

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Monday, January 1, 2007

I am returning

Monday January 1, 2007 

 

   Happy New Year everyone, I hope you all had a wonderful and safe holiday season.  I had a better understanding in life this past year and realized you make life the way you want it.  Nobody gets handouts, nobody gets what they deserve or earn.  You just have to grab life by the horns and let it rip so to speak.  I found a new job, I was in radio and not to bore you of any details let’s just say I left for a few reasons and one of them was I didn’t feel appreciated there.  They were going through some changes, and still are for that matter but when it all comes down to it radio is such a hard job to get into and make a good amount of money.  Now I am back in sales where I have a good opportunity of doing well in and already feel more appreciated there then I ever did in the 6 years I was at the former place.  That is all I am going to say on this subject right now because it’s not worth the trouble. 

   But what I am going to do is write more, talk sports in general.  And of course I will also discuss any suggestions you may have either through email or through posting on here.  This is a fun forum to discuss opinions or topics and I am going to try and do my best.  You can email me at DJKevinGillman75@AOL.COM .  Sometime this week I will give you my thoughts on the coming Ohio State-Florida game that will take place on Monday January 8th.  It should be a good game.  Take care.

 

 

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Saturday, December 24, 2005

Christmas Moment

December 24, 2005

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays guys, it’s been a few days but I have been a little busy going shopping and whatnot.  It’s funny, I alsways tell myself I am going to shop early but I never do.  Instead I wait until the last week like any other guy.  My girlfriend laughs at me because usually she starts up in September or October.  Maybe I should try that?  I thought I would quickly share one of my Christmas moments. 

First off, let me say that I love Christmas, it’s such a wonderful time to spend with your family and loved ones.  But yes I was all about presents when I was a kid.  One year I was staying at my grandparents house as my dad visited for the holidays and I would always go over there.  Like usual I was waiting for Santa to come to my house and drop off gifts and I would wake up very early.  I think I was 7 this particular year so in ’82 I could swear throughout the night I could hear footsteps on the roof as Santa was coming to drop off gifts, so I finally had enough and I went into my Dad’s room and bugged him until he woke up so we can open up presents.  It was 6:00 in the morning…right on the money.  See I knew it was Christmas morning, I just didn’t know how right I was.  I went downstairs and woke up my Grandparents too and they relunctantly humored me and woke up too so we started to open up our gifts.  I remember two things I got that year that were pretty cool to me.  One was a Pac-Man record and record player.  Come on who didn’t love Pac-Man cartoon back in the day?  And a Poloroid camera, man I used to love that thing.  I still have pictures stashed away somewhere and anytime I want to see a picture of my grandpa and grandma, who have since passed away, I do.  I miss them both and Christmas meant so much to them and the rest of my family.  Wherever you are, please spend time with your family tonight and tomorrow because family is very, very important.  If you want to share a holiday moment, please feel free to let me know and I will update more frequently, I promise.  Have a great day and a wonderful New Year.

Kevin

 

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Friday, December 16, 2005

Have You Ever Had One of Those Days?

Deecember 15, 2005

Have you ever had one of those days?  You know the one where a bunch of people go to a Christmas party, ask you to go but you can’t cause you have prior committments?  Then as it turned out you should have went?  Yeah I had one of those days tonight.  My work had their Christmas party and really I’m fine I didn’t go but I had my bowling night, and it just wasn’t one of those nights.  Now my average isn’t that good to begin with.  Two years ago it was the highest it ever was at 155.  I was pumped and I thought I’d really get somewhere by throwing a hook.  But last year I went down to a 152 and I was even upset about that.  But the way I am going this year I would be happy with a 152.  I am at 146 and right now I just don’t have any answers.  My biggest problem is I think too much when I go up there and really I need my best friend Greg with me because he was the one who taught me how to throw a hook and he was also the one who told me to settle down when I was thinking too much.  Guess what?  Yup, I was thinking too much tonight, trying way too hard.  The lanes was very dry so I had to adjust my hook and throw it in the spot I used to throw before I threw a 155.  It worked for my second game when I bowled a 160 tonight which was good.  But I also grabbed a 129 and a 135. Not exactly Walter Ray style, who is my favorite pro bowler.  I really wish I would be as calm as he is, even when he is throwing bad, you couldn’t tell by the look on his face.  Oh well, there was some good news…my average stayed the same so maybe I can get them next time?  Maybe it was a good thing I didn’t go to that Christmas party after all?

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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Eddie Guerrero Column

Hey everyone,

I watch Wrestling so this is for you wrestling fans.  As I said before I write columns off and on and recently  one of my all time favorite wrestlers, Eddie Guerrero passed away and I decided to write a piece on him and just sort of share my views on the man and what I thought about him.  I decided to post this on this site because it means very much to me and there were a couple of people who I sent this to originally had trouble getting it so I thought I’d put this on the forum so they can read it themselves, please by all means let me know what you think about this.  Thank you.  This was originally written on November 19, 2005.  I will aslo share my columns with you on occassion too if you want me to.  Thank you.

Kevin Gillman

 

 

From A Fan’s Perspective-A Special Edition
By:  Kevin Gillman
 
    This is very difficult for me to write, I have never felt this way about the death of a wrestler since Owen died.  It’s not supposed to happen, Eddie has been clean for four years, but the sad reality is it is very true and truly unfortunate.  Eddie Guerrero is one of my favorite wrestlers who had everything going for him in the ring.  He had charisma, he had mic skills and oh yeah he could wrestle in the ring too.  The one thing that stuck in my mind was he could wrestle anybody.  The Cruiserweights, the Heavyweights, and the Super Heavyweights and make them look good too.  Eddie was part of the legendary Guerrero family from El Paso, Texas.  Early autopsy reports say he died of heart failure on Sunday morning and he was only 38 years old.  I found out early Sunday afternoon when I got online and I read my email that he had passed away and I just froze, literally for about two minutes.  I just couldn’t know what to think.  I felt numb and shocked, I went to a couple of websites, read some fan interaction of memories on the man and I felt I had to write something, but not on Sunday.  I couldn’t, I just didn’t know what I would write because I felt horrible, tears were running down my face but then I saw the press conference that WWE.com was running with Vince and Chavo and the tears became a downright cry.  All I could think about was the family he left behind, his wife Vicki, his three daughters, one of them is only 2 years old.  God bless them and my prayers are certainly with them. 
 
    I first saw Eddie on the AAA PPV: When Worlds Collide where he and his tag team partner, Art Barr faced a masked tag team whose name escapes me right now but Art and Eddie were tag team champions and they had a mask vs hair match.  What stood out the most for me was how he worked as a heel.  It was by far the best match on the card both storyline wise and technically sound.  It was a two out of three falls match and he and Art lost the third and final fall.  I found out later on that Art, Eddie’s tag team partner died as well.  It was ashame because of what I saw he was a good wrestler himself and he would have eventually gone to WWE just like Eddie did.
 
    I saw him a year later in WCW, he debuted on Nitro against Chris Benoit.  I found out from Mike Tenay that Eddie and Chris faced off alot in Japan where they had a great rivalry, I figured if anyone knew anything about Eddie, it would be Mike Tenay and I was right.  Eddie became a mainstay for the company mostly competing in the Cruiserweight division.  However from time to time he went on to face the big guys, in fact he had a very good feud with Ric Flair over the US Title.  But it wasn’t until he turned heel where I saw the how gifted he truly was.  He gave us a little hint of “Latino Heat” and they even had him feud with his newphew Chavo.  Then something horrible happened in 1997, Eddie got into a horrendous car accident that flipped over many times on New Year’s Eve.  Doctors told the Guerrero family that he would not make it past the night.  Guess what?  He did make it.  The doctors did tell him that he would never wrestle again.  Guess what?  He did.  It had been revelaed that Eddie had been drinking and he had some drugs in his system and this was when I first heard about Eddie’s demons.  I want you to know I am not going to discuss his lifestyle into detail here, I think if you’re reading this, you know he had some problems with drugs and alcohol, this piece is a celebration of his life rather then the bad.  But there is more to this then that, and we’ll get to it later.  He came back and looked better then ever in the ring, he had a new light on life, he knows how lucky he was to survive that accident.  When he came back, he had some problems with WCW, so he, along with Dean Malenko, Chris Benoit, and Perry Saturn, all very good friends of his decided to walk out together because there was a change in power with the booking, to be precise Kevin Sullivan came in for Vince Russo, Kevin was not a very good ally of the four workers, whereas Russo gave them a nice push calling them The Filthy Animals.  Bill Busch, who was in charge of WCW then would not budge and the four men ventured into the unknown called WWE.  The question at the time was could all four men make an impact all at the same time?
 
    The answer was yes as they all relatively recieved a nice big push called The Radicals, but success didn’t all come at once.  Eddie Guerrero had to be recreated, thus “Latino Heat” was born.  In hindsight it was the best move career wise because he was truly able to showcase his talent, pairing him up with the ninth wonder of the world, Chyna, they became a very popular pair, because after all Chyna was Eddie’s “Mamacita”.  Eddie started to win a few titles including the Intercontinental Title pinning his “Mamacita” accidentally.  Little did he know, that was the start of “Lie, Cheat, and Steal.”  Things really started to look up professionally because Eddie was starting to get some main event attention just being this character, the beauty about Eddie was no matter where he was at on the card, he still was top notch in the ring, when you saw Eddie come into the ring, you knew you were about to see a very good match.  But Eddie’s personal life came crumbling down.
 
    Eddie’s drug use had grown, his wife was going to divorce him but all he could do was “Escape” by using drugs and drinking alcohol.  It got to the point where his friends Chris Benoit and Dean Malenko went to Jim Ross and told him about what was going on.  WWE paid for Eddie’s rehab but had to let him go.  I know it must have been very difficult for Chris and Dean to tell JR about what Eddie was doing, but deep down it was the right thing to do.  Eddie got help, he saw the light and he cleaned up.  Meanwhile he wanted to keep doing the one thing he loved doing and that was wrestling.  So he started doing the independents and even toured with World All Star Wrestling, traveling around the world until he met with Vince McMahon.  The saying goes “Anything can happen in WWE” and it does as Eddie Guerrero returned on Raw to let a little “Latino Heat” out on Rob Van Dam and had a series of classic matches with the former ECW TV Champion, even going as far as capturing the title himself at Backlash 2002.  But the best was yet to come.
 
    He moved over to Smackdown and began tagging up with his newphew Chavo Guerrero.  Thus the “Lie, Cheat, and Steal” era began.  In truth, they ran this angle earlier in Eddie’s career in WCW but it was never as funny as it was in WWE.  They began using some montages where Chavo and Eddie stole a woman’s house (Hey, they were house sitting), money, watch, cheated in golf and above all else Chavo stole a baby’s bottle because “Eddie took everything else” and they debuted on Smackdown shortly afterwards.  The funny thing was they were supposed to be heels, but come on, it’s the Guerrero’s, the people loved them so they turned them faces.  Even winning the tag team straps which Chavo revealed in Eddie’s DVD “Cheating Death, Stealing Life” that was their dream as kids, which looking back on was tremendously awesome.  Eddie’s personal life got better too as his wife, Vikki remarried Eddie in January, 2003.  This was a man who less then a year ago at that point lost everything, his job, his family because the demons got to Eddie, but this is a very strong man because he got his job back but more importantly he got his family back.  Now that is incredible, that is a storybook ending, that was how strong of a man Eddie Guerrero was.  I can’t say that enough, he was one of a kind. 
 
    That would normally end any movie or any book, the fact that Eddie was able to beat the demons and he had been doing so going on for four years before his death this past Sunday.  As a fan, no as a human being I am so proud of him for doing so.  If you are an Eddie Guerrero fan, or even a wrestling fan, then please buy, not rent but buy “Cheating Death, Stealing Life:  The Eddie Guerrero Story”, and when you do and you see it, make sure you urge your non watching wrestling friends too to go buy it.  What I described here cannot do the DVD any justice because you hear it through Eddie’s family, his friends and most importantly the man himself.  It was made back in 2004 and it talks in detail over what happened.  It is truly the best DVD ever about a wrestler and I really don’t think any future DVD’s can be any better.  It’s a must own for sure.  But a book or a movie couldn’t write up what happens next….
 
    Februrary, 2004 No Way Out live at the Cow Palace in San Francisco, California.  That was the event where Eddie Guerrero became WWE Champion in a very intense, very good match against Brock Lesnar.  Words cannot describe the emotion that was felt seeing a guy who had been in the business then for 17 years get the most deserving title win in his lifetime.  I first read a spoiler on the net but I was in “I’ll believe it when I see it” mode.  It happened, this was for all the hard work he had to endure.  This was for the man that beat the demons and this was for the man who got his family and life back.  Then a month later he got to see his best friend in the world, Chris Benoit win the World Heavyweight Title in the biggest event of the year in the biggest venue of the world.  Wrestlemania 20 at Madison Square Garden in New York City.  He also got to share the win with Chris by giving him a very emotional hug, so emotional it made me tear up.  Now that was real, it wasn’t a book, it wasn’t a movie, it was real.
 
    This past Sunday morning, Eddie’s nephew Chavo found his body laying in the bathroom dead.  They tried to revive him but no luck, the preliminary autopsy report found that it was due to the years of the hard drugs and alcohol Eddie had endeared.  But I refuse to say the demons got him in the end, it was just time.  I have always believed that God has a plan for all of us and it was good knowing that Eddie was a born again Christian so I know he is up in the sky telling us he is okay. Allow me to take the time now and I am going to use a title my good friend and fellow columnist Patrick Murphy uses and I hope he doesn’t mind me using it (Hey Dogg, I miss hearing from you bro).  This is “What I Take With Me”  When I think of terrible news like this, I tend to think of the song “Live Like You Were Dying” By Tim McGraw.  If you haven’t heard of it, it is more or less a song telling us to live life to it’s fullest. This is what I want you to do after reading this, I want you to get up from the chair and either call up a family member or if they are there, give them a hug and tell them you love them.  I also want to thank each and every single person who emailed me this week sharing their memories of Eddie or their thoughts about his death.  I also encourage each and every one of you to email me again when you’re ready and tell me how you feel.  Contact me at DJKevinGillman75@AOL.COM.  I will write again this week and give you more of my thoughts on Wrestling, but in the mean time before I leave, I want to thank Amy who contacted me from PhenomForest.com for sending me this fitting picture to use remembering Eddie.  I really appreciate it.  One more thing, I want to leave you my own testimonial for Eddie.  I hope you enjoy.
 
    I want to thank you Eddie for entertaining me in the wrestling ring and outside of it for 11 years.  Anytime that I tihnk of you now it brings a smile to my face thinking about the funny things that you did on TV.  I also want to thank your family for allowing you to entertain us every single week, you truly are an inspiration that anyone can defeat their demons or anything else you may have.  To me, you are a hero.  You truly are one of a kind and I will never, ever forget you bud.  God bless.
 
 

 
 

                                            

                                                  Viva La Raza
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Hello

Hello, my name is Kevin Gillman.  This is my first blog so you have to excuse me, I will get better.  I have written a column about wrestling now off and on for about six years, but that’s not all I can write about.  I have wanted to do this for quite some time because sometimes I just think about things out of the blue and I have wanted to write them down so now is my chance.  I’ll discuss anything sports, entertainment, or anything that is going on in my life that I want to point out.  So please feel free to check on this from time to time and anytime you want to drop me a line, you can.  Thank you and enjoy.

Kevin Gillman

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